My interest in realistic sex dolls is closely tied to who I am. It didn’t come out of nowhere—it grew naturally from my personality. I’ve always been what people like to label an otaku, a nerd, a gamer. I spend time with video games, manga, and role-playing games (the Persona series especially), and I’ve always been drawn to new technology. In short, I’m a geek—and I’m comfortable with that.

That said, don’t picture a stereotype: no stained Space Invaders T-shirt, no oversized glasses, no life spent hiding indoors. My lifestyle is pretty ordinary, and I’m easy to get along with. Ironically, it was this “geeky” side of me that helped me connect with someone genuinely interesting—a girl who shared many of the same tastes.

She was a true otaku in the purest sense: a manga collector, deeply immersed in Japanese and Korean culture. She also collected a very different kind of doll—and wasn’t shy about displaying them. They were Ball-Jointed Dolls (BJDs).

What fascinated me wasn’t just the dolls themselves, but the artistry around them. Her passion for clothing design and the way she brought these figures to life through carefully staged photography left a strong impression on me. I’m not a designer, and I never considered myself a BBW sex doll collector, but something clicked. I began exploring online galleries, fan communities, and enthusiast spaces, quietly absorbing this world from a distance.

Time passed, interests evolved—but that curiosity never really faded. The desire to explore connection, creativity, and realism in new forms stayed with me, waiting for the right moment to resurface.